Longing..

Hey look, I drew Human Kiara XD; wahh, i should really stay away from humans.

Been awhile since I drew a vent I guess, anything really, but its nice to actually draw something.


Well, I guess I should get to the point of the vent.


Found out, my only friend, that I am able to hang out with in person, is leaving in January, for college, im happy for her to start her life and to be with the one she loves.

But im not going to lie to say that it will be painful for me when shes gone.

We have been together for 10 years, always hanging out with each other almost every day, we get bored so easily its not even funny. Lol.

I do plan to move in with her and my other friends in Oregon in a year or so, but I thought we were going to move in together at the same time, but due to school, she has to move a bit early...

It made me realize...once shes gone..ill have no one to really go to for comfort...

I have my online friends, I care for them even if we never met. But....without the physical contact...it just doesn't help me as much as I wish it too...

Like, saying "Hugs" or anything like that

its a lot different from a regular hug...


Im not very social in real life...I tend to just stay away from other people...

*sigh*

SO I guess thats the moral...sorry